how do you wear your 'stach....

My Mustache.... (handlebar?)

Brings all the......(Movie Star?)

Girls to the yard!!!!! (or... PORN STAR?)

cleaning out my inbox and had to post this!
what kind of mustache do you wear!?

An Inconvenient Truth

http://www.climatecrisis.net/


Hey ya'll first I want to say I miss my bestests from home soooooo much! It is so good to hear from you all through email/phone etc. You all mean the world to me!!!
You make me smile :)

Lastly, you all need to watch the movie "an inconvenient truth"
I tell ya even though I fell asleep the last 15 minutes I think the world should watch it!!! It is really good and kinda scary what we take for granted!

WATCH IT!




smiles the sun is shining and i'm staring at a huge mountain !!!
Happy Monday :)

BANG BANG BANG

I AM DOING WEIRD THINGS!!!!!

Helllllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So i'm telling you what I'm going to bitch, seems like i've been doing a lot of that lately. I've never felt this before in my life not when my car was stolen, not when my foot was broken, not when I didn't have a single ride to work... NEVER!
Anxiousness!! that is going on.
I'm frequently anxious- and I hate it.

I'm sitting here looking at a to-do list that is miles long- is it unaccomplishable? No, most certainly not! so what is my problem. Why does it seem insurmountable.??
School is creeping into every aspect of my life! Every stinkin one and I don't like that either....
I'm doing things or taking issue with things that I never have never would have every phased me.

Second- my grandparents asked me to order tickets for them to Las Vegas and returning from Tahoe/Reno... well i ordered them two one ways -FOR THE SAME DAY! to save them money i didn't get trip protector.. well that was a mistake cause their trip to vegas gets in at 11pm and they fly out of Reno at 6pm ON THE SAME DAY! that will be a fun trip for them. I spent 16 minutes on hold waiting for a Delta representative to answer my call and 12 minutes on hold for a orbitz rep to answer my call ! AT that point i hung up!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my phone bill can't handle that! (or I can't handle that phone bill)..... so i'm feeling absolutely horrible that i am going to cost my grandparents a considerable amoutn of time and money to fix their vacation!? soooo sadddd....

I was at a conference on monday and walked into the guys bathroom (luckily no guys were in there) proceeded to the stall and then suddenly realized their were urinals on my right.. I RAN OUT!

wow.. so bang your head here- what if i started doing that in this coffee shop- i may feel better and be more portrayed as a weirdo! I spent the night at a friend's house in denver last night and had BAD dreams all night long.. (at least they weren't like yours Liss-) They consisted of me not getting an internship, of my best friend in the whole world moving far far far away, my boy breaking up with me and..... failing out of school---not that is anxiousness.. WHAT THE DEAL? ... i just want school to be over, i want to get home from work- go for a jog, go for a hike, relax run my brains out till i can't think or breath!! I don't want to worry about his list of to-dos that seems to be accumulating..

I WANT TO CLIMB A STINKIN MOUNTAIN. I WANT TO START ROCK CLIMBING AGAIN. I WANT TO HELP CHILDREN IN NEED. I WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. I WANT MY EFFORTS TO BE WORTH WHILE.... I WANT TO RUN A MARATHON. I WANT TIME TO TRAIN AND NOT FEEL GUILTY ABOUT TAKING THE TIME TO DO IT. I WANT TO LOOK FORWARD TO THE WEEKENDS- THE ROAD TRIPS I USUALLY PLAN ON THE WEEKEND. I WANT A PAYCHECK SO I CAN DO THE THINGS I WANT TO DO- SO I CAN GO SHOPPING....

i'm thinking i want to cry!!!!!!!!!!!!! blah!!!!!!!!!!! okay Large- and that's my bitch session for the day...

surprisingly i still love life.. no worries there and i'm going to accomplish everything i want in due time. I guess this is important for me to realize taht sometimes certian things have to come first. Next year (2008) when I have every holiday off, my afternoons free after 3:30 and my weekends to do what i want AND MY ENTIRE SUMMER OFF.. OH YEH THAT WILL BE FUN! :)


By the way-- happy heart day ya'll! MUAH!!!!!!!
yes, i think i'm still normal- at least as close to normal as I can get ;)

Panacea

......a remedy for all diseases, problems, or evils: a universal medicine
......the goddess of healing

Panacea.....running....

weird, this I know. This is my word of the day! How are you all? Feels like quite a long time since we've chatted and probably will be some time before the next...boooo

So on the agenda- I just need to talk about how good I felt after I got out and jogged yesterday. I swear it is the cure for everything for me. I didn't feel so good after I finished- cramps, stomach pain, ankle soreness but I felt like I could eat ice cream last night w/o feeling tooo guilty and... actually woke up and ready to get out of bed at 5:30am this morning.. wippieeee.. usually it has been has of late me rolling over to this rather obnoxious beep and slightly wimperining "Daniel, make it stop...Make that sound go away." Not this morning... nope, one snooze button and that was all.. up rip rearing and ready to go!

Okay enough about my tangent.. I think this is important and gooddddddd....

"Right Now"
by Ralph Marston

Stop for a moment and calm your thoughts.
Let go of your anxieties and look around you.
What do you see?

You see a world filled with beauty.
You see a life filled with possibilities.
You see dreams being born,
being nurtured and being fulfilled.
Yes, there are challenges.
Yes, there is sorrow.
Yes, there is violence and hatred.
But more than these is love,
there is goodness, there is joy.

The future is uncertain.
And that means there's no limit as to how
beautiful and joyful you can make it.
Yet what you have is right now.
And right now is completely as it should be.

It is your time to live.
Think of what a precious thing your life is
and how truly blessed you are to be experiencing it.
Right now.

Right now, any anxiety you may have about the future
is only an illusion.
Let it go.

Let it fade away as the beauty and perfection of
right now wash over you.
The best thing you can do for the future
is to live with everything you have in the present.
Right now, you are in a position to create real,
lasting positive value for the world in which you live.
How do you do that?

By follwoing your heart.
By being the you that is really you.
You may have wandered away from yourself.
Now is the time to come home.
You know in your heart that you're here for a reason.
The pain you feel is that purpose, that reason for living,
as it constantly aches to break free.
When it does, you'll be move alive than you ever could have imagined.
Breath in the beauty around you,
the beauty and richness of being alive.
It is your gift.
It is your fortune.
It is your blessing.
And it is yours, to live, to experience to fulfill.
Right now!

What did you read?